A Poem for Palestine

August, 2007

here,
in this place of unyielding hardship
the soil trembles
with subtle urgency
without moving

bodies quiver
electricity dancing on the surface of
straining skin

restraint
oppression
desire
fear
all held
in abeyance -
a sacred secret
voiced in harsh-edged whispers
in the dark of night
and lost to forgiving winds

here,
trees bend low
branches heavy hanging
with over-ripe fruit
no way to pick the figs
beyond the shadow of the wall

still,
roses grow
dawn kisses sweet-smelling earth
with blushing lips
breathes new life
into tired lungs

here,
figs drop
full of burgeoning seed
fecund and bursting
to visit a sticky dampness
on the waiting ground

life will not be held back
even in the darkest hour
the promise crowns
cock crows

new life is given spark
in darkest nights
we cower
sweating sweetly
under threat
of imminent annihilation

still
the oppressed pray
create life
touch with gentleness
cry with pain

still , we bleed
still, we laugh
still, we heal

and dawn
gives herself again
to this new beginning
no conditions
on this precious start

daily we are born
daily we die
this moment
a finite prayer
on the infinite lips of time
of timelessness

not fixed
but fluid -
death
gives way to life
life to death
this eternal dance
of
love, and loss, blood, birth, laughter, tears

the call to prayer echoes
from ancient hills -
sentinels
guarding deep secrets
the ones that reveal themselves
only in dream

and the call is answered
as it always has been
always will be

each of us
answering
in our own private language

lips forming the sweetest words -
hidden, secret words
that only God
will ever hear.

For my love, on his 45th birthday

This is the beginning
all possibility and nubile gestures
the soft, damp dawn
touched with dew and whispy, whispery fog
we live in a valley of green
hills of gold
crowning moist, damp earth

there will come a time
where we gather these days around us
an aged bounty of petals
strewn whimsically on a sturdy, well-worn floor
and, creaking with the walls
flesh earth-like and joints like stone
we’ll dance gently into night

Send me the Sunset

I ask you to
send me Arab coffee
but i want to say
send
the coffee vendor
crooked teeth and gentle smile
who stands with burnished cart
at the far end of the square

I ask you to
send maramia
but i want you to
send me
the scent of water and wild weeds
at Solomon’s Pools

I plead
send me a
strong smelling, rosewood rosary
frankincense
and myrhh
zatar

but deeply,
I long to walk again
in the Arab markets
of Jerusalem
Bethlehem
Al-Khalil

send me the
sights and sounds of
markets beautiful, bustling
over-abundant with riches crafted
by hands that hold, remember
ancient arts

send me
the greetings
arab coffee
sweet and tangy tea
friendly haggling
and gifts of the heart

send me
tender goodbyes shared with
strangers
made friends, in a quiet,
endless quest
for peace

“When you return to America
Tell them we shared coffee at my table
Tell them, we are not monsters.”

I say to you,
send me peace bracelets
sewn in the
Palestinian manner
crafted of the colors of the
flag with no country

but my heart cries out
for a day full of the smiles
that greeted me on the road
between the arch
and the tree

I ask for artwork from the market
when what I long for
is the call of the muezzin
adhan echoing
off ageless hills
and stone

send me the
sacred moments
how you and i would pray
your forehead touching the ground
humility washing you clean
five times a day
(your devotion to Allah inflaming
my own devotions
to my nameless, faceless
god)

send me sweet memories
how
tears graced my cheeks
at sunset
grateful for one more day
standing on the soil
of that land

I want to ask

“Please, send me the sunset.”

In Memory of Mahmoud Darwish, 13 March 1941 – 9 August 2008

I wrote this piece on the day Mahmoud Darwish, Poet Laureate of Palestine, the voice of the Palestinian people, died. It is dedicated to him.

Filistina, Ya Habibi

(Palestine, My Beloved)

I invite you
to come inside
the sitting room
of my life

to smell the scent of the dirt that holds
the roots of jasmine
to smell the flower
to smell
the coffee brewing in the kitchen
strong, bitter, sweet
cardamom and sugar

I invite you
to dine with the ghosts there
all the poets
of an age gone by
breeze
is a breath
bone-chilling

listen
for the quiet keening
coming in through the shutters
as sun sets
on another shadowed, haloed day
these clouds you see gathered
they are dreams
resting out of reach

remind me who i am
as you
tell the stories of struggle
of a people
older than the dirt
that settles
on the concrete and rebar
of a thousand refugee camps

come have coffee at my table
and sing the old songs
the Jahili poetry
reminding us that
we had stories
before this one
we had stories
long before this one

the blood of my heart
spills on the soil
and feeds the fig trees
that have forgotten
not to grow